nabelle=)

2010-09-07T19:20:00.002+08:00

Ive Moved. click here.

2010-07-03T19:31:00.003+08:00

im always the wrong one. you are always right.

can u just understand me for a second.

what i want is that u make sure u dont have any second thoughts.

when u promise u deliver.

im tired of waiting, im tired making desicion.

im sick of reminding. im sick of this same old thing over and over again.

it was suppose to me our day. its been months since our last celebration but yet, you seems to be :

"i couldnt care less for it."

its last before ur NS for godsake.

u want it ur way. fine dun blame me if im starting to astray.

i made u promise to go with me on 3rd.

u did promise but last hour u said you had Sound check on th 3rd and gg to meet at 6 pm instead.

i was all gear up for the day only to hear this, well i thought maybe i wasnt long.

so i trust u to meet up at 6pm. But guess what, i ve been punk'd yet again.

no show at 6pm.

how sad was it?

Escape theme park? it close at 8pm.

and when u called me at ard 7, u wasnt even done with ur shit yet.

yes shit, cause u couldnt care for my feeling then i shall also follow suit.

i shall name ur music shit.

infact whole lots of shit.

u disgust me alot.

Trust? you can go kiss goodbye to it.

nw im being skeptical.

u come, im happy,

u not here, well there others out there.

no worry, ur time will come nabilla.

nt just yet.

Let me just write down here ur so called new priorities.

family
me
friends
music
work

Then on our anniversary you got

family chalet
our anniversary date
sound check for music and with ur friends

What u choose among ALL UR PRIORITIES?

number 3. ironic isnt it?

u made up the priorities just for the sake of it. not that u meant it anyway.

haiz.

u need some soul searching.

im tired of this shit.

2010-06-29T02:06:00.001+08:00

i miss you.

come back soon.

or i'll shall join you.

if ure nt here, im good as dead too.

i terribly miss you despite ur doing. i miss you.

if anyone of you saw him, give me a call.

he's been Missing since 28/6/2010 11pm

2010-06-20T06:40:00.002+08:00

So much assignment so little time.
its stressing my brain out.
working has been making me lose out in all my assignment.
how ?
meeting ruth and the others soon for the assignment but i YET to do mine. -.-

FCUK.

and P/S: I HATE YOU. THANKS FOR BREACHING MY TRUST. GOODBYE.

2010-06-06T14:23:00.002+08:00

Pardon me for not updating for months now. i have been really busy with what soever things in school, family and life.

im here updating just to let my feelings out loud. cause here i can express whatever i want without needing anyone approves.

im feeling down. hanging my head down where ever i walk.
cause all of sudden i feel empty.
love life sucks.
he's changing and he admits to it.
how broken hearted more can i be?
he says he needs to have friends.
he says since he knows me, he's been anti social.
WOW~
truth hurts doesnt it?
how bout me? have i been having friends all this while?
i can easily numbered them.
fine, you wanna make friends, GO AHEAD.
but keep it away from me.

i dont need to see those pictures of you and your new friends.
those unwanted PHOTOs that you know i HATE.;((((

im fcuking pissed. but who cares?

Would anyone in right mind, would take/sit with a person that ur GF/Bf doesnt like?
i wouldnt for sure.
but for the sake i did it before. i must just accept it.
my heart is so vulnerable at this time.
that i can just give this shit up. but i trying my best to keep it going on.

Youre hungry that u cant wait for me or are afraid that you new friend have to wait for you?
A girl with an intuition is better than a girl with a bitch heart.
its ok, i can close one eye.
but if you are doing your dirty things, keep it on the low.
i dont need to know all those dirty things.
you wanna change. let it be.
change it.
im now officially called" cuckold gf".
thank you. goodbye.

2010-04-11T21:06:00.002+08:00

Life hasnt been good to me. problems after problems.

But i will live. i believe so.;)

"Keluhan hatiku tak siapa yang tahu
Ku simpan semua sebak di dada
Biar ku yang terluka
Pernahkah kau mengerti caraku memujukmu
Pernahkah kau hargai caraku mencintaimu

Lafaskan kata dari bibir Adakahnya dari hati
Mungkin kau tak fahami maksudnya yang tersembunyi
Titisan air mata dari pipi ke bumi
Pernahkah kau peduli betapa sedih diriku ini "

2010-04-09T17:30:00.003+08:00

This is what i feel.
the feel for you is Fading away rapidly.
I knoe you refer us as KITE.
We keep pulling, to let the Kite go higher, we keep running just to keep it together.
but we are nt KITE. i dun want to keep on pulling this string, cause, if i keep pulling,
Im afraid its gonna just break apart.
so here i am sincerely, letting Us free.

i had enough of this relationship that we build upon.
i may not be the one for you.
there are more to come in your near future.
so be happy with it and treasure those around you.

With this i shall say that RIP to Mud (Nur) Nabilla.

since 031108-090410.

And i can count on you to never let me down, you tell me dat you love me without makin a sound & i can't help the way i feel when you are around.-RMJ.

2010-03-23T00:55:00.003+08:00

I Dont feel the embrace anymore.
maybe we are drifting apart.
maybe its me. or maybe its you?
or
US?

Why must i always have to face these misc things in life.
Am i ready for this relationship?

am i ready to accept who you are?
what your interest are?

how bout me?
Do i get what i wanted?

do you think its fair for me?

omg, this questions are bugging me.

just 1 final question.

Where do i stand in between all your believe and loved?

I guess, your mouth said: 1st.
your heart said: last.

2010-03-08T22:07:00.002+08:00

That baby love above is Darnish matin.

he's the one who cause me sleepless night when he's here.;)

my cousin stayed overnight for 2 days.

so you can imagine he and his brother noise pollution to the house?

haha! but on a lighter note.
he's so cute that the whole house is like mesmerized by him.-.-

Today i had my ENS and Chem paper.

it was the fcuk.

get what i mean.

chem i guess i totally blow it.

i dont like.

New nail polish from O.P.I.
dark red, white and matte brown.
other than that its all from respective provision shop? haha.
i learning this nail art tutorial from a website.
thus those weird blue nails. etc.
today i think im gonna try the looks on matte brown or dark red.depends.
random post anyway.
;)

gd luck for those having exams.

2010-03-03T18:51:00.002+08:00

We used to be loved by each other.
but now all i feel is just heart throbbing pain.
why?

cause maybe 16months together, i expect things more.
maybe not physical things, gifts ,expensive meal or etc.
i would just love quality time, if that's hard enough for you,
then i just have to learn it that way.
accept how things are, you are getting busy with stuff, you are tired and all.

so just abandoned me on one side. when youre done.
hola me up.

thank you. goodbye.

cause you dont appreciate me at times. maybe if im gone, you might find me.
boys never learnt to understand us women. promise after promises.

2010-03-02T23:34:00.000+08:00

Happy bday 16th months anniversary to us.
may god strengthen our r/s. period.

2010-02-25T01:23:00.002+08:00

You and Me.

we got a whole lot thing going on.

too much that whenever i look at you, I'm at the verge.

you and me, we need to slow down a little cause at times,

i feel lost, lost the urge.

you and me.

we need to merge.

-nabellesyahira

Have you ever feel like you wanna let go of something very important, that you cant afford to do so, then you chuck it one side and totally forgot about it the minute after?

Thats Life. cause at one moment u wanna give up ur life, but then you think its nt worth it, then u leave the problem one side and totally forgotten about it.but it haunts you time after time.

i believe, for you to trust me is more important than for you to love me. cause you need to trust me in order to love me wholeheartedly.

2010-02-16T22:54:00.002+08:00

will update more when i feel like it. cause i dont feel there a reason for me to blog lor.
haha!

2010-02-12T13:32:00.001+08:00

Im in love with Korean song. esp this one above and below.
;)

2010-02-08T23:02:00.002+08:00

Firstly CONGRATULATION hubby!!

yeah, you are in the Semi's final for both Instrumental and Vocal solo.

you did great and i must say im proud of you lah of course!

you prove people wrong like, people think you get in due to particular person,But actually

in vocal solo it really proves your talent in music.

Kudos to muhd nur.

and for others to check full detail of italent visit here .

and PLS VOTE2;) Thnk you.

the semi final will be held at vivocity on 27 & 28. so do come down and enjoy.

2010-02-03T22:14:00.002+08:00

awesome treat from love!;)

2010-02-03T13:13:00.001+08:00

You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.

-bob marley

extract from esha blog. thnks.

2010-02-02T23:00:00.004+08:00

First and foremost, Happy 15th month anniversary to US.

yeah babey, 1 year 3 months. hard enough?

Not yet babey, not yet. this is just the starting of this whole lot of emotion ride.

though lately there's terrible fights and such. you're still a part of me babey.;)

always will be. i bet you know how i feel when in the bus while we were heading home,

those feeling were genuine, right through my heart.

this would be the second last anniversary we will be celebrating it in school together.

cause by the end of march.

you wont be there for me anymore.

you wont be there to go to school with me.

to eat lunch with me.

to go break with me.

to go home with me.

to entertain me.

i bet right now, you know what am i doing.

the same what i did in the bus with you,

cause i cant find reasons to cheer myself up cause thats Life fact i cant avoid.

im starting to treasure most things.

esp time spending with you.

cause i know it wont be long before all this Happy moments to last.

i shall it with this song then;

like a melody in my head
That I can´t keep out
Got me singin´ like
Na na na na everyday
It´s like my iPod stuck on replay

Shawty´s like a melody in my head
That I can´t keep out
Got me singin´ like
Na na na na everyday
It´s like my iPod stuck on replay replay-ay-ay-ay (2x)

Remember the first time we met
You was at the mall wit yo friend
I was scared to approach ya
But then you came closer
Hopin´ you would give me a chance

Who would have ever knew
That we would ever be more than friends
We´re real worldwide breakin all the rules
She like a song played again and again

That girl like somethin off a poster
That girl is a dime they say
That girl is a gun to my holster
She´s runnin through my mind all day ay

Shawty´s like a melody in my head
That I can´t keep out
Got me singin´ like
Na na na na everyday
It´s like my iPod stuck on replay replay-ay-ay-ay (2x)

See you been all around the globe
Not once did you leave my mind
We talk on the phone from night til the morn
Girl you really change my life
Doin things I never do
I´m in the kitchen cookin things she likes

We´re real worldwide breakin all the rules
Someday I wanna make you my wife
That girl like somethin off a poster
That girl is a dime they say
That girl is the gun to my holster
She´s runnin through my mind all day ay

Shawty´s like a melody in my head
That I can´t keep out
Got me singin´ like
Na na na na everyday
It´s like my iPod stuck on replay replay-ay-ay-ay (2x)

I can be your melody
Oh, girl I could write you a symphony
The one that could fill your fantasies
So come baby girl let´s sing with me
Ay I can be your melody
Oh, girl I could write you a symphony
The one that could fill your fantasies
So come baby girl let´s sing with me

Ay na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
Shawty got me singin
Na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na
Now she got me singin

Shawty´s like a melody in my head
That I can´t keep out
Got me singin´ like
Na na na na everyday
It´s like my iPod stuck on replay replay-ay-ay-ay (2x)

2010-02-02T01:21:00.002+08:00

first of all, i wanna say im HAPPY to the max due to some reasons.
haha!
wanna know the reasons?

My microsoft window7 starter has been upgraded to Microsoft home premium.=D
My microsoft words has now been activated and No need for activation key anymore
I can now change my background anytime i want!;)
and i have taskbar that looks like MAC book.

hahah!
awesome or what kan??!

im one happy goober.

amd ouh to add in,

i had Swimming today at school. ;)
though i dont even know how to swim, i just jump in and folow the flow.
Yes,I dont know how to swim, but no harm trying right.
-.-

2010-01-26T22:24:00.002+08:00

Im just a girl. A human with a heart. But turning you into someone i trust, someone i rely on is hard enough.

2010-01-26T22:10:00.002+08:00

if going blind makes a person go Happy. i certainly would. but would you?

if making a person happy meaning you have to hide your dissapointment. would you do it?

if loving someone you treasure but no appreciation was given, would you still love that someone?

if TRUST-ing was mutual thing for couple, would you even ask?

if you were in the ROOM with only less than 7 people in the room including yourself, would your EYES stick only to one place?

think about it.

think it through.

cause im there, right now. and on the verge of GIVING UP.

2010-01-26T22:08:00.000+08:00

cause i dont give a damn about YOU and ME.!

2010-01-24T14:06:00.002+08:00

im so gonna REVAMP my blog today!

or maybe move to tumblr?

or maybe not.

;)

2010-01-14T21:04:00.003+08:00

I seriously cant decide between this two?

i so not gonna be another Kiasu sporean, to buy an iPhone.

cause sooner or later, it will come up a latest one and people would start going crazy for again!

This xperia 2 is so chio! ;)

Then, come this 6760 SLIDE, however, it is Not touch screen, not it does nt have wi-fi.

and its only 3.2 mp.

Or buying this from my sister?

since SHE bought herself an IPHONE.-.-

So how? which should i choose?
you decide.

i sick and tired of SAMSUNG.

and i want a "side kick" phone badly!

2010-01-12T19:57:00.003+08:00

i hate my step father! he simple talk CRAP! He talks about BOMOH of all the things
in the world. cibai, kau pikir kau sape nk sumpah2 aku? you are just a nobody in this
world. stupid!

2010-01-04T02:44:00.002+08:00

Happpy belated 1 year 2months to MUD(NUR)NABELLE!;)

Its been 14 months since U and i are together.

ups and down we when through were never same compared to others.

the fight just now, proves to me, we are no ordinary couple.

we Fight as in real hand 2 hand violence but still, Love overcome us.

im so proud of us hubby.

and let me just say this for once,

whatever happen, i sayang you hubby.;)

2010-01-01T22:01:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!;)

WILL POST UP SOON.;)

2009-12-25T04:25:00.002+08:00

Did you know that this great guy here celebrate his bday same as me?
this is Sir Isaac newton. he is well know scientist. if you dont know him then you should get your physics textbook out.;D

and also Sir Conrad Hilton. Which you know their heiress that is Paris hilton.
He was also born on 25thdecember.

this website which i retrieve this information also said that every 2 in a billion would be born
right on the dot just like Isaac newton and ME. ahha!
i was born at 12.01am. so consider jugak kan?
and it said that , Most 25 December angels are born with the ability of unique-ness.
they will make it big in the their future career though they have an attitude problem.

how true, i hope. haha!

random post.

2009-12-24T04:17:00.002+08:00

i want this tee so bad. its so fcuking cute and its OFS.

cb.

this tee brand come from a over the world graphic designer and they only sell maximum 30 piece of each size ranging from (xs-xl) at their website. something like Graniph in sg. but this graphic somehow or rather ATTRACTS be big time.

cuz 1st when youre party, you would be ugly after all those drinks. which is fact. unless you're the type who doesnt drink and smoke but only dance like a maniac to ONLY yourself. then its a different story.

2nd, its so CUTE. hahaha! somehow resemblems me. lol.

big and fluffy, and BLOATED.

-,-

ok short post aites people. just to kill the mudanity that strike me all the time?

so people of singapore or worldwide, are you ready to THANK me?

CAUSE IM GIVING ALL OF YOU A PUBLIC HOLIDAY.

cause i feel so sad making you guys work/school or whatever youre doing on my birthday.

hahah!

So spend your holiday with your love ones.

;)

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY ADVANCED BDAY TO ME.;)

2009-12-23T00:25:00.002+08:00

my adorable shoes.;)

MAD CHIO RITE?

;) its worth my freaking money and my sister was like

'wtf? you bought in different colour(s) ?!"

yup. i sure did, right bf? haha. cause i burnt his pocket with this shoes.

erm maybe not.

apparently, it doesnt come in black. cb.

if it had, you know, i comfrm add the collection.

enough said, i spend my whole day with daerest at his crib, actually half a day to be exact.

help him up with his school work and such.

can you believe it, 2010 is just round the corner, it seems surreal.

2009 just when by like that.

2009 was really full of ups and down.

nevertheless, life has always been like that.

and I smell my 18th is just round the corner.;)

finally im legal though i dont need an i/c to do anything cause ppl assume im above 20. which is somehow GOOD. but finally i got my ic to rely on, just in case anything happen.;)

2009-12-22T03:56:00.003+08:00

i miss my tied-up hair. ;(
i seriously miss my tied up hair.

-.-

ok skipped. hols has been doing fine.

left with projects.

Pm1, was a success for us. but mr brightside was shining on us though.

will upload the picture soon ok?

to emika, ive edit some of the video and picture and i need more from your camera.;)

and come online soon, cause i need your opinion whether to make it into montage or slides?

or reach me through fb.

Ptqa? Im still finding the stupid video. cause i cant seem to find anything related to it. all it gave me was pill and some oil refinery. cb.

but to maya:

b,by wed, i shall email you more ok darling. if you need help just ask ok?

tell me ok, i dont want you to feel stress just like i do.;)

ok, where shall i start?

last week, on 14, yes 14. ahha. We went to survey the gifts, and preparation for our wednesday outing. after that, accompany the boys to topman as gazali wanted to buy new shirt.

and yes, he bought 3 new clothes.

and yes, boys do shop like girls.. hahah! taking their own sweet time.

and after that the boys head to adidas store where i head down to f21.

get myself a top and off we went home.

on 16th, when out a 9am and reached lavender at ard 10am+.

Darwish was awake and i didnt know that the timing was changed to 2pm so at 12.45 we were otw to the mrt when i text huda and she said meet at 2pm.

so since darwis is showing sign of throwing tantrum, we walk home back and only get out of the house at 145pm. we cabbed there.

and overall, like ive said, it was fun.;)

cabbed home from sentosa. and it cost a bomb lah, since its peak hour and there sort of traffic delay.knnccb.

decide to sleepover and go home early morning, as we were working in the afternoon.

i insist of taking the cab as it was drizzling. yes lame excuse,but, too bad bf has a lazy gf.

hahah! so cab home from lavender to woodlands.

so the next following days were dedicated to work.

when to clementi and head to"city vibe"

so much of its name but there wasnt any vibe at all.

no even a slight vibration to that URGH mall.

When there was particially due to its FORMAGE.

been dying to eat it since bf and i are cheese lover.

had deepfried macaroni& cheese, cheese fries, chicken with cheese and etc.

after had our snack. we decide to head down to somerset to peek at 313.

OMG. IT WAS FAB.

THE F21.

*run about shouting omg!*

the Uniqlo.

the SALE!!

seriosly, i could go bankrupt.

bough a dress for myself; and jeans for bf.

still wasnt satisfy. i want MORE.

So i bought a vintage bag and a tee.;)

now im happy.:D

and ive bought different colours(yes, ive bought more than 1.) of mary jane show like this.

hahah!

like ive said. since its the SALE season. i should pamper myself.

and bf just gonna shook his head. ;)

2009-12-05T14:44:00.003+08:00

IM CURRENTLY ON HIATUS.
Will update more on sunday night. if i have the time after work..Last night work wasnt so bad.
;) I didnt know, that CNB officers can be kinky and fun.

2009-12-02T21:59:00.003+08:00

this is duirng is smoke break.=)

i promise to upload most of the picture of me and bf going on Malacca trip and Genting trip over the hari raya haj soon.

been Feeling rather fcuk up this few weeks.

been moody, been over board. been there, done that.

now, school ALMOST over. yes, almost. few more phase test and BAMB ! its over.

yes, pretty excited about it though.

cause i will be werking and doing project.(zoo outing, etc)=)

yes, PEOPLE may tends to look down on me cause ive nt been attending school regularly.

but, deep inside i hope, THEY be cursed and die.

haha! no lah, kidding.

but i'l prove them wrong. i wont be defeated that easily would i?

and tommrow it would be 13th month anniversary of Mud(Nur)Nabelle.

we pull it through yet another month.

yet another chapter of our new volume of life together.

of course im the bad gf.

always arguing. always making hubby angry.

but he loves me.

right b?

he love so much that he............................... lol. nothing.

let just say, he's FAT.

hahahahhahahha!

dont think i luper our anni tau! i ingat!

bluek!!

And NEW MOON?

TIME LAMBAT AH NK TGK!

DA TGK , DA BACE.

AND OF COURSE READING IS WAAAAAY BETTER.

And hubby said he's body look like Jacob black.

hahhahahahha!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-01T20:35:00.001+08:00

more picture coming up!

2009-12-01T00:59:00.001+08:00

i hate this part right here.

i hate this part right here.
i hate this part right here.

i hate this part right here.
i hate this part right here

i hate this part right here.

2009-11-25T15:50:00.003+08:00

DIE BIKIN LAWAK DOH!

SAPE?

NI SATU PUKIMAK AGONG!

NK STEP N******** RABAK!

KIWAK, DIE TK HERAN?

AKU LAGI TK DE GOYANG!

KAU TK HAPPY? KAU DTG!

ALAMAT RUMAH AKU, TK KAN ADIK KAU TK TAHU?

ALAMAT KAU PUN AKU TAHU.

SO, APE2, INGAT2 SUDAH LAH EH.

MALU SIOL "IS" ADER BINI, BIKIN TAIK KAT RUMAH.

DUDOK RUMAH PUN NK BIKIN TAIK SENDIRI?

fyi, aku memang tk INGIN nk ikut KAU pe so called Joyous occasion!

pasal mud nur asyik suruh aku Ikut2, aku iye kan saje, aku pun belom bilang aku nk ke tknk!

so "INSIST " Like what u used was totally absurd.

so check ur facts ur damn *******!

2009-11-19T22:45:00.002+08:00

for some reason, i felt empty.
something missing all this while.
myself.
yes, Ive been neglecting myself quite awhile for now.

im over figuring what's right and what's wrong.
im over it. over brooding over it.
all i want now is too focus on my studies.
i realize i rely too much on sheer luck since O's.
its time to pull up my socks.
its been awhile, i'm nt quite sure whether im still up for it.
but it begets moaning over a pot of spilled milk right?

on a contrary, family issue are arising.
one after another.
damn it.

i'll end it here. im done with all those misc stuff.
report all done.
im proud of myself,cause despite being absence it school.
i realised i tend to do stuff such as assigment myself, not copying others.
big HI-5 to me!

2009-11-17T22:12:00.002+08:00

i feel the stress right now. tremendous amount to add on to it.

it seems every human able task is on me,

not that im saying everything but can you people open up ur eyes and see??

school. friend. family. r/s.

all are just too much for me to take.

at one of time i feel that i need to take a plunge from the highest point and end my misery.

that's stressful could i be.

my health has been worsening, not that i want to skip class, i felt restless and weak whenever a bad headache strike. i feel so sick a moment and better after awhile.? even a moron would know,

im under too much stress. or more to the term DEPRESSION.

i think im one of them. like serious shit.

i wanna give up.

i have to let go here. (if any party read/feel its about them or what so ever its none of my concern.)

i feel the stress is on me is due to, i kept sweeping my problem aside and continue with my daily life, neglecting my problem which then mount up to accumulate an amount of stress beyond the limit of a person. I wanna give up in all those project i am now,

i felt that is just miscellaneous. boot camp esp. i feel that i wanna give up doing it.

the design part was hard enough as No one would take on the job. i have to persuade my bf to do it. and god knows what i went true to get him to do it. we even Fought because of this shit.\

maybe he's right, i think about how they feel too much and how they expect me to do the job but do they think about how i felt, was the task given to each individual fair ? after doing it again and again? so if you think im complaining unreasonably, go ahead. say it. cause i did my job, i did fork cash on it too. im just letting of my esteem here. i felt that my position itself isn't worth it any longer. dont get wrong idea what im trying to say. im just trying to de-stress myself.

why not, i sit back, take my attendance and you guys take my position. i be glad to do that.

another, the lifeskils, arghhhh.

let just not elaborate on it.

talk to me if you wanna know. cause i might hurt feeling after feeling if i continue. but i dont mean harm. i wanna de-stress myself. cause ive been keeping to long and its bugging me.

after this, i Could felt better or worse.

idk.

all i want is Fair treatment. fair enough?

2009-11-10T20:04:00.002+08:00

CLICK to know why am i excited tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

omg!!

im one of those thousand lucky ones to win the tix. ;)

ok skiped. and ive receive my HP mini notebook. chic pink;)

goodbye Mr dell. im gonna miss you. you have been the best.;)

2009-11-09T16:30:00.003+08:00

"i hope this love would
withstand. would last. even when our
last nerve is on the
line."

I'm sorry if i cant be perfect but you're not perfect either.

we are human after all. full of flaws.

but trust me, i do.

i do love you from the bottom of my heart.

it may be redundant, but for you, i don't mind.

for once, trust me.

on a brighter note, im getting my mini tomorrow.

Happy 1st anniversary baby

2009-10-31T20:52:00.014+08:00

Today marked the 1st year anniversary to Mud(nur)nabelle 031108.

so here i am celebrating it verbally with all my avid readers who never damn tag .

im gonna break it into 12 chapters which meant from the every month would be a chapter of our life together.

Chapter ONE.

When I've found you, i found it all.

When i first met you, i found all the happiness that life could offer me. how wonderful life was to be able to share my heartfelt moments with someone i never thought

would ever met before.

When i found you, i found reasons too. Reason to hold on to my anger and be patience.

101 reasons to be happy whenever I'm with you. our relationship was just about to get on its roller coaster ride. as new as new grown leaf.

Chapter two.

You are one in a million.

You are almost everything i always hope for in love life.

you have that personal aura within you that calms me down.

you teach and preach the meaning of perseverance to me countless time.

there will never be a day when i will take even one moment of being with you for granted.

i know what a gift you are, and you how i am,too.

Chapter three.

You are the love of my lifetime.

It felt awesome when you know there's someone backing you up.

it feels like someone is there to support and appreciate you when the world come crushing right in front of your face. Yes, maybe it sound cliche' to even be writing this, but this is what i really felt. i may not know what future holds, but with you,it definitely written in my destiny.

Chapter four.

My cup of tea.

One ever said that the greatest gift anyone could ever give can only come from the heart. how true could that be honey? cause when i found you, i found cupid. "i love you"

can be said in many different form, different languages. But Smelly hubby, you know when i said those three words i meant every word i said. be it in physical or emotionally.

You may not be the one who is perfect; not any living human is perfect.

but its yourself that i wonder, your heart makes me fonder.

We laugh, we cried, we smile, we cried again and laugh again. why?

Cause , yes, we are human.

human make mistake yet again and again.

Chapter five.

You are not an ordinary boyfriend.

You made me cry just by your words. Make me worry almost every single day. Make me laugh almost a year. cause that you're special. you're a friend to depend on, a lover to cherish,

a life partner in the making. how I treat you are incomparable to how you treat me.

You are no longer my dream partner. You have come to life. to accompany me and be there when i need you. vice versa baby, vice versa.

Chapter six.

This is why i belong to you.

When I'm angry, your clumsiness take my anger away. your smile, have the power to make me smile and forgive you. when i hear your laughter, i come to my sense and everything when back to normal. Im the only one who practically know you inside out. what have you been doing all along. You are the only one too who i want to share my happiness with. i know i belong to you cause i belive. and i know you belong to me too cause i have faith in you.

we could spend days just talking about why we belong to each other.

Chapter seven.

cause i love you this much.

everything i do, i think aboout you.

if there's a need, i shall gave up my everything just to be with you.

if everything is not enough, i shall gave up even my life just to prove you're everything to me.

loving you is just enough to compromise and sacrifice. standing still even when times are rough. making sure everything going to be fine. taking life a breeze just the way you are.

for that i love you honey.

Chapter eight.

i'll stand by you.

Despite obstacles that come and go in many different ways.

we shared our problem all together.

i still love you when our moods were opposite.

when you and me arent in the same topic and we get piss off.

i still love you when you're down and out, when you smell or doesnt.

when you're mad, i made it worst just to see your grumphy face.

cause at the end of the day, you are still mine. and im still yours.

we may be different in many ways but we are still stand by each other till the end of the day.

Chapter nine.

nothing can come apart between us.

i spent most if my time with you by my side.

most of what i do, i do it with you. be it with my friends or your friends.

if there secrets you still havent tell me, i got all my ears for you.

if your dream get broken somehow, dont fret, im still in one piece.

if you fear something gonna happen, hold my hands cause ive promise you, i shall be there for you. if someone breaks your heart, i shall be the one who gonna be the one who mend it.

i will never let you be lonely, moreover sad. and when everything are against us, i promise i'll stay.

Chapter ten.

trust.

if i could stop time, i would.

i want to just think back to what or where we have start from.

thinking about mass future.

what will be? would be still the same? still hanging strong?

i would love to look into your eyes again, like i used to and tell you i love you.

i wanna tell you that evrytime u played those instrument, deep inside me, im proud of you.

smiling all the way in my heart.

Chapter eleven.

thank you.

yes, i would like to thank you, for those little things you do that make me smile, laugh.

you make those agony days over and fill me with full love.

im so glad that you are a part of my life honey. cause without you, im nothing. nothing in compare to having you in my life now.

a year is not enough to gauge my feeling towards you.

but i promise this is just the starting of your love life together.

there is more to come.

Chapter twelve.

031109.

what if we never met?

what would i be doing?

what kind of life would i have?

i often think about these things and i always come to conclusion. life without you would be extremely unhappy person living an unhappy life.

but i know, this love we had, not just an ordinary one.

it more than ordinary, its extraordinary love.

with you and me together, nothing could get in our way.

im so in love right now with you now, and till one day you said, im no longer yours.

End of volume one of Mud {nur} nabelle .;)

2009-10-30T21:35:00.002+08:00

decided to chop my hair yet again after it has started to grow Fluffy instead of hair.

if u get what i mean.=)

so now its damn short. better there's no need for me brush it every morning,=)

indeed Lex ( the hairstylist) is GOOD.

make a lot of difference to my hair.

ok2 i'll cut my crap. will update really soon. promise aites?

2009-10-28T22:28:00.002+08:00

Ok i tried to find the actual picture of Mini Hp notebook that im buying but failed.

-.-

so here im mix and match lol.

IM BUYING IN PINK. FINAL.

Whoever buy pink is a fcuking kpo bitch.

haahaa.;)

ok random.

2009-10-26T17:17:00.002+08:00

Shall sneak in a short post, home since just now, on the net for an hour or so, been doing research bout my upcoming 1 year anniversary with darling smelly fatty cranky nerdy and what so ever beloved boyfriend. come up with that idea just now in the bus and im trying to make it work. =) i hope u'll love it since we decided 1 year shall be the most different from others Month'ssary. we shall MAKE the item/object or what-so-ever OURSELVES. haha! gonna be hard on you baby since ive got my plan worked out.=)

Today lesson was practically mundane as ever.

been taking out my O levels note for physics and math.

to help both me and boifriend since he's doing preety much of O's work and im doing most his been doing such as Quality control etc.

so yep vise versa will work i guess?

ok ok im done here. now im gonna call bf.

bye2!

and ouh i miss baby Danish Matin here alot!=(

2009-10-20T18:27:00.004+08:00

I miss these 3 important male so much!

haiz, bored alone at home you know.

nothing much to do.

this cant do, that cant do.

walao................................................im craving now. for something round. white. and peanut!

wo yao zhe tang yuan. !

wo yao he' kafe'!

wo yao zhe fan!!

omg, i still havent ate my dinner yet.

Dear come home fast, i want my money and go buy food.

im famished.

ok skipped.

didnt attend school for several days due to my leg ligaments.

it sucks big time.

i cant walk properly and not too fast either.

so paiinn.

mr ng called just now, and was telling me___________________________.!!

i know, i know! but what to do.

my leg hurts u dumb-O!

on the other note, ive start werking.

daily money. after work get paid! shiok rite?

wanna join? haha!

2009-10-18T11:44:00.008+08:00

My 5 days Money Boot
camp.=)

my first VIRGIN visit to the school hostel.

It was damn FUN bitch.

the quality given is more than u figure.the comfort is worth waiting for.

i guess this is such an opportunity for me and the rest to be able to stay there for 4 nigth and 5 days.

shiok! like hotel.=)

First one to try the bed.,=))

First outing to REDDOT gallery.

The following day, we when to visit retail business such as MDS collection

which they specialise in online female clothing line. go check out them HERE
SORRY no pictures cause the place were like CRAMP.

This is my crunky gf. she the one who accompany me and entertaining me in camwhoring.

=) in real life she is like that picture above.=)haha. kidding.

emika here, is another great company during the camp.=)

pity her had to withstand some problem with her group mates.

the camp was boring enuf when they start tutorial but after that, the guys would definitely hit the pool table or maybe playing games such as Monopoly and watch movie online. Or camwhoring like me=)

Group photo at reddot.

My business partner for the 5 days!

great bunch of people.here, we look SHAGGED. but below we were Better!

this were at SMU, Networking night.

migle with alot of UNknown faces gave them OUR name card and YAYADYAYA.

Was fun though.

dun ask me why husaini took of his shoe. I DUN KNOW WHY! HAHAA!

ok thats the end of my 5 days camp journey.

now, im wanna go bath cause i havent done it yet!

2009-10-17T02:23:00.000+08:00

dead tired. just got home from work.

will update soon!

2009-10-06T23:21:00.002+08:00

Butt joke!

Look who's talking?

who's the bitch?

haha!

all the reasons and prove are in my held. so why are you guys angry for?

terase eh?

hahahahahha!

padan muker lor.

die main giler dgn salah org dohh!!

aku kat sini tk kacau family korang,

mintak makan jauh sekali siol.

mintak duit, tgk sape mintak sape?

ni bukan nk ungkit, ni semue kenyataan.

seteruk2 lah, mak bapak aku menggajar aku tertip sopan.

tk main tuduh meluru.

tk main uggut2.

tk main marah.

TANPA tahu Salah atau kebenaran sesiape!

restu?

tk tentu lagi lah korang yg tentu kan.

cetek sungguh pemikiran anda.

2009-10-04T15:12:00.003+08:00

Argh im pissed off. pissed off by some things which are actually miscellaneous.

1st: The fact that "someone" threaten me using sms to make his/her son go home. when he/she knows jolly well Im the one whom he going out with. not for the sake of Happy hours but because of jalan raya. its the holy month, so why not?

Its funny, how, an "ungrand open house' could need alot of helper and ESP boify????

i know, Family comes first.

But, dont make it a point that IM the one, who FORCED your beloved son/brother to follow me.

i admit, i need him to follow me but i did state to him CLEARLY that its ok fo him to go and do his stuff.

since his sister called and called and called.

So is it my problem that your son/brother dont want to follow go to your house?

i dont think so.

somehow, i LOST RESPECT.

major!

truth, if not for boify, i wouldnt even want to______________________________.

nvm.

i shouldnt be that kurang ajar to say.

im just angry that WHAT EVER HAPPEN TO MUHD NUR.

They will either blame me, (w/o knowing the facts)
threaten to throw mud nur out of the house
asking question after question.
damn frustrated

Well hello, he is after all my boifriend.
would you, in a right mind, would want to hurt your own boifriend?
obviously NO right????
so in reply to some humans SMS, ( i wish i could type this)
" kalau syg sgt anak tknk kasi campor org, lain kali ikat kat tiang. jangan suka tuding jari kepada sesuatu yang belom tentu kesalahan siape. Fitnah itu lebih teruk dari membunuh."

on the other note. going Camp for days.

going to temp remove my tagboard. fb yeah. and ouh TWEET!

2009-10-02T18:31:00.005+08:00

Happy 11th months For Mud(Nur) Nabilla in advanced.

Hunney, its been a year since we've been together from a friend till now, youre still my best friend.

been a year since you and me know each other.

been a year since i know your true colour and vice versa.

seems surreal isnt it?

you've been there for those ups and down.

Its has been 2 times raye with you.

but this year, I got to celebrate with not only you but your familes too.

they were fine people just like you.=)

and hubby, just as you know,

we didnt find love, cupid found us.

in places where we thought it would not have met us.

we met.

You're like;
my ink to a pen.
my answer to my
pain.
you were my remedy when im
sick.
my pillar when im weak.
my Lover indeed.
hubby, im do not just come out with this,
i meant it.
you are everthing to me since 031108.
and we're coming a year soon babe.
and of course nothing beat having you in my life.

edited.

Love, came by and gave me my all time, favourite flower.
BLUE ROSES.
i simply loved it!
photos up soon aites?
blue roses had meanings behind it so does evry other rose right?
but blue rose its special, not only blue is my favourite colour.
blue roses meant;
An appreciation for the enigmatic, the inexplicable is expressed by blue roses. A tantalizing vision that cannot be totally pinned down, a mystery that cannot be fully unraveled is the blue rose. A person who receives the blue rose is the subject of much speculation and thought. A complex personality that does not allow easy interpretation is what the blue rose indicates.The blue rose being in itself something very extraordinary expresses that very same feeling. "You are extraordinarily wonderful", the blue rose exclaims.

omg. Boifriend your sweet as candy coated icing.=)

2009-09-26T12:11:00.002+08:00

First day raya 2009.

Second day raya 2009.

3rd Day Raya at home.

Ok above are some of the pics.
as most of you would know, where i would upload my pics.(facebook)
yes. ive deleted all my online pages. except for facebook.
sayang punya pasal kan??
now, im not werking. im home like pig.
i reject few calls from spinelli. due to my my credit is low and they called at wrong timing where my relatives are like TONS.
-.-
so i guess, i wont be werking then.
great!! spledid isnt it?
rot at home like a piggy.
yeah, swine, u got accompany here.=)

ok, first day raye was the bomb.
though not many relatives due to some cock up family problems.
usually we go to the elders but not this year.
we go to mak cik house at compasvale and raya there.
eat slack there till mid afternoon, then proceed to buangkok.
at buangkok, damnclassic.

instead of me, eating or watching tv.
guess what, my son and i fall asleep side by side.
=)) and those gondu wouldnt wake up cuz if they wake me up, i would wake up the monkey beside me.
get it?? so i slept soundly there till pass 9. haha! how much a pig could i be???
LOL!
and proceed home.

the next day,
siap.siap. siap.
when to Tamp,etc.
raya again.
home again.
as you can see, im starting to skip many details,
why? cuz im plain lazy dohh.
haha

FYI.
I CANY WAIT FOR MONEY BOOT CAMP!
HURRY PLS!!!
PLS!!!!

2009-09-19T00:36:00.003+08:00

im gonna be busy this coming week, Raye is just days away.

when to school on ~~monday~~friday for the moneymind boot camp.

the briefing sounds fun!=)

5 days camp gonna be more fun!!

the booring part would be, the venue is school.

school uniform through out the day.

-.-

skiiped.

OK, this is for all muslim out there alright.
I, Nur Nabilla Syahira, would like to extend my sincere
apology to those who i had offended in the previous months.
be it my wrong or your wrong, I have forgiven you.
and i hope you would too.
im just an ordinary human who commit mistakes.
"kalau ade makan minum yang tak terbayar ke, harap halal kan iyer?"
Di sini, saye menyusun sepuluh jari memohom maaf atas segale kesilapan saye.
Selamat menyambut Hari raya kepada semua umat islam!
maaf zahir dan batin.

2009-09-17T00:12:00.003+08:00

Its been weeks, since i last update, due to SUPER busy.

i repeat myself, been super busy. been going out for interview here and there.
and the werk place where most of my classmate are werking currently, are REALLY giving me and boify a hard time.
we kept going down to the place and this Particular manager just wouldnt interview us.

first he delayed and told us to come on monday instead as he is busy now,(fyi there's no customer there) Busy with what sia? comb his hair? (he's bald) pfft.

then on monday we came, He was on god damn OFF!! why he ask us to come on monday in the first place???

Then he called and told us to come on Wednesday instead.

fine, we come down, but HE said this

" actually, you both no need to come, i actually have the schedule up for this week. maybe you both can come after RAYA. "

god damn mother fucker. buang mase aku je tahu tk??!!

i was totally pissed off. he was like irresponsible manager.

i was really pissed and just walk off.

then i when down the escalator and saw a coffee company.

my kind of job.

the manager IMMEDIETLY interviewed us despite having customer to attend to.

reviewing my previous work place, i was almost immedietly given green light.=))

if boify didnt get the thai job, maybe he can fall back to this coffee place.

at least I didnt want to wait anylonger for a job who No one knows when actually he wanna interview us?

-.-

so if i werk there, CLASSMATE'S we are still under same building yeah?

haha! wanna know where?

i give you a clue aites?

erm, somewhere around this lil island.

clear enuf?? ahha!

on the other note, i felt that i betrayed my previous job.

Cause i join Spinelli instead.
but who cares?
what had been done cant be undone right?

2009-09-12T00:35:00.002+08:00

first and foremost MY sincere apology to Maya.

for not joining you guys for geylang..

got some problem cock up with(you know who).

i NEED A NEW JOB!!

SOMEONE BRING ME IN!

2009-09-08T23:33:00.001+08:00

[Verse 1 Beyonce]

Take A Minute Girl Come Sit Down
And Tell Us What's Been Happening
In Your Face I Can See The Pain
Don't You Try To Convince Us That You're Happy (Yeah)
We've Seen This All Before
But He's Taking Advantage Of Your Passion
Because We've Come Too Far
For You To Feel Alone
You Don't Let Him Walk Over Your Heart
I'm Telling You
[Chorus]
Girl, I Can Tell You've Been Crying
And You Needing Somebody To Talk To
Girl, I Can Tell He's Been Lying
And Pretending That He's Faithful And He Loves You
Girl, You Don't Have To Be Hiding
Don't You Be Ashamed To Say He Hurt You
I'm Your Girl, You're My Girl, We're Your Girls
Don't You Know That We Love You?

[Verse 2 Kelly]
See What You All Don't Know About Him
Is I Can't Let Him Go Because He Needs Me
It Ain't Really Him It's Stress From His Job
And I Ain't Making It Easy
I Know You See Him Bugging On Me Sometimes
But I Know Deep Inside He Don't Mean It
It Gets Hard Sometimes
But I Need My Man
I Don't Think You all Understand
I'm Telling You

[Chorus x2]
[Bridge Michelle]
Girl, Take A Good Look At Yourself
He Got You Going Through Hell
We Ain't Never Seen You Down Like This
What You Mean You Don't Need Us To Help?
We Known Each Other Too Well
[Chorus]
[Beyonce:]
Girl I've been knowin' you since you were ten,
you cannot hide from your friends
[Chorus]

Sudden urge to post this.
i dont know why. maybe,sometimes, good old time were the best but some just dont understand.

2009-09-06T00:55:00.002+08:00

see how childish we could get?

VERY.

im FEELING better now.

only left with flu. damn it. it just wont leave me alone.

tissue aunty has been smiling cause we kept buying from her.pfft.

Bake some cookies for testing, and guess what??

both my parents and bf parent LOVED it=D

gonna bake more soon.

my dear lesbian sister is going hongkong this cuming week.

and she's gonna be there like weeks.

seems like she's nt gonna be Raye-ing with us?

so what shall i ask her to buy this time.

after she bought be edible bra, penis lollipop, chocolate/vanilla nipple.

PFFT! the last time she went there.

'so what's its gonna be this year round?

no fucking idea!!

Exam is like realll soon.

and guess what?

im soo gonna fail.no time.

werk has been bugging me evry singole day to werk.werk. werk.

-.0

anyone wanna replace me?

haha!

ouh this gonna just be a short post.

cause i dun wanna let this blog go on hiatus.

though its another mundane week for me,

but must CHIONG!

eh, Madam menses havent come come lei!!!

2009-09-04T09:20:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating, been sick this few days.
start off with sore throat, followed by flu and fever.
didn't attend school 2 days consecutively thanks to Mr/Mrs ill.
today, felt quite better than yesterday, after taking those antibiotics, cough syrup, tablets and (lozenges)? or what ever it is called.
Havent been replying people texts.
so sorry bout that.
So for our belated 10th months anni.
i have these things to say to you my Mr forever silly clumsy.=)
being with you definitely have its ups and downs,
have its Yes and its No.
have almost everything.
but boy dont you know, those little things you take for granted were those things people actually looking for; especially me.=))
Yes, you kept doing things that i wish i could slap you hard but,
you're still the reason im tripping.
just like a addict who needs to go rehabilitating.
keep pulling me back,pulling me back on track.
but sometimes, u pulled too hard,i fell off your deck.
you dont know what i want cause you dont give a hack.
but its ok, its fine as long as you dont give me a heart attack.=)
I never regret being with you, cause at certain reason, yes Im better.
but thats where you come in, and compliment me later.
people said, its better to find your other half than to find someone who's trying to for that matter.
so baby, listen up,
i love you for now. soon. and importantly almost evry single day since 031108.
so quoted from Ash Ketchum but with some changes.(hehe)
"B, i choose you!"

2009-09-02T18:02:00.001+08:00

Im sick!

will update soon.

aniway ;

happy 10 months anni to Mud {Nur} Nabilla =)

2009-08-30T21:17:00.002+08:00

was a hectic day for me since friday

been going out of the house from afternoon to late night.

shall start with friday.

on friday in school i had my business entrepreneur interview.

i hope the interview when well.

rush back home, otw home force boyfriend to follow me to cut my hair at Toni and guy.

he agreed=)

got home, rush to get ready and we took cab from wdland to bugis.

appointment with nicole was at 4pm so reach there swee2.

then, after 2 hr later my hair is done.

which is im loving it like hell!

go find place to eat, end up at pasta mania. cuz dun where else to buka.

had, chicken ham pizza, penne carbonara, spaghetti chicken cheese something, ice milo, coke, garlic bread.

full like a pig.

when to Geylang to meet up with anis and her friend.

walk walk walk.

tired at around 1030, proceed home.

Saturday,

when out from house at around 330pm to buka with emika and wan.

suppose to meet them at 4.30pm but emika cant make it so the 3 of us instead go and buka at marina.

then proceed to Baybeats.

bump into some familiar faces.

go meet emika to collect tickets.

and watch Final destination 3d.

awesome or what the show.

felt so real when the bolts and nut flew across the screen.

bf so "JAKUN" kept using his hand to sway those thing away.-.-

after that home sweet home!

Sunday,

when to supermarket to buy raye cookies thingy.

shop like a damn true shopaholics!

when home, but the things at home.

out again to buy toilet seat, botols and etc.

when home again.

get ready for break fast with mud nur family.

buy food.

food.

now im home.

dead full.

going to paint the house tommorow.

haiz.

tired.

2009-08-29T12:51:00.002+08:00

sneak peak.

this is just a few pic with my new awesome hair.

will upload more.

thanks to fathia for recommendation,

a big thank you to Nicole; Toni & guy.

You guys made my hair effortless sexaay..;))

will update more later.

now, im going to out with Ite mates.

sunday with family.

...

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.........

2009-08-26T17:50:00.003+08:00

didnt attend school today.

rot at home the whole day.

every one either busy with thier daily live or simply forgotten about me.

Gonna cut my hair this friday. thanks to fathia for recommendation at Toni and Guy.

Gonna chop my dead hair there this friday at thier bugis outlet at 4pm.

yeahness;)

And fathia, if ure reading this, thank you=)

and i know what the hairstyle already.

Its Razor bob.

ok now im bo0red with nothing to update.

2009-08-25T15:46:00.003+08:00

Tag's replies.
Maya.: TAKMO ! Nak gunting mcm ppn yg tangan
die tunjuk no . 5 tu ok but the first pic stop it eh . =))
Belle: haha. that's what i had in mind. i
want that style.
anezSat0shi!: cut ur hair!!!! cut3..! yeah
babeh!
Belle: haha. aku tahu! lawa
kan????=)
fyza: rmbt yg 2nd pic lawa gile babs ! kau uat aku nak cut
hair lahh pulak ! hahahahas ! gatal gatal luhh fyza nieee .
Belle: hahah! We're twin what. share the
same feeling=)
Raddy: aisey!kau pon nk cut pendek ke?hehe.dh join aku
ah gini aku rindu kau giler!
Belle:haha! of course. i miss ya more! i
wanna a meet up! and why ur blog private???!!!
humanist: i'll bet its
gonna suit ya.U sh0uld try.
Belle: ouh thanks.
WawaLarhSeh:
eh wait,i like this post hair better.omg.u must be damn streesssss.
Belle: shut up you!

Just got home from school.

very very sian at school today, attend school merely for the sake of phase test and then other lesson was either cancel or the teacher got something on.

-.-

played True or Dare game at SAC.

haha! That was classic.

i was utterly bombarded with all those pathetic and nonsense question by aidil.

thanks aidil for really testing each of our patience since he knew we were fasting.

and fasting meant that we couldnt lie.

-.- its kinda lame hahas. but overall was fun=)

Gonna cook soon for break fast, since mum didnt cook before she went off to work.

DOUBLE =.=

Boify mum too. so im gonna give him some.

alright! im off'!

2009-08-24T01:14:00.002+08:00

DECIDED.

gonna chop chop my hair soon.

thanks to her hair.

ive decided.

bye2 long hair.

hello new hair!=)

I dont care. i want to chop it.

dun make me change my mind again can?

sudden silence

2009-08-23T17:33:00.005+08:00

im so loving her hairstyle!
kimberly caldwell!

Her hair is like cute compared to her previous long boring hair.

she make me have the urge to cut it short again.

argh. how?

in 5 days time, i m gonna rebond my hair.

so should i keep the lenght or should i crop it again?

then how? i become like this again? i look like a Boy.-.-

so im indecisive. keep the lenght or crop it short? or use more extension? or botak? or malet? haiyo. do hair aso got problem. opinions people?

i miss my fair skin lah. now im like so dark.-.-

ouh thats my retard sister.

since i dont know what else to do, i remember promising to upload my sister pic rite?
she's totally opposite of me lah
since many of you are dying to see my sister.
i did mention im not purely malay rite ppl?
both of us got mixed with many bloody blood heritage.
She got the look of the Chinese thanks to my late grandmother on my father side and i got the typical Malay look thanks to my Mother. not fair one rite?
its a plus point for her since she can speak Chinese fluently and all her r/s is with Chinese.

2009-08-23T00:18:00.003+08:00

ok as promised.

1st thing 1st happy fasting to all muslims out there.

must chiong ok!=)

To clear the aired, first and foremost, those facebook status got NOTHING to do with me and boify.

like seriously, Nothing ok.

and if its really were, why would i even want the whole world to know our dirty laundry?

get it?

to Lisa:
"i may not know you, but thanks for the concern.
you may be one of my avid reader and my personal stalker.
(like i had enuf already)"

so stop being stereotype and judge us people.
we got our own way of thinking.
why cant i just post what i feel?
why cant i be a normal teen who's going a carefree life?
without much hassle?
lesser stress?
more strength?
lesser pressure?
more friends?(as if now isnt quite satisfying already-..-)

Things are supposedly to get better.

Friday was a total disaster but i think ive pulled it through.

Schoolmates were awesome, thanks for being there.

appreciate it alot. *standing ovation*( ok maybe thats over the top)

Had BL post camp on friday, it was plain boring.........

trust me.

listening to them is like listening to your mum nagging except much noisier.

thnks to great company it makes the day better.

now im online, chating with school mates.

2009-08-22T23:37:00.005+08:00

will update soon. just re-edit my page.

stay tune.

more stories.

more pictures.

more detail which u guys dying to knw.

truth from me itself.

I never thought I'd be in love like this.When I look at you my
mind goes on a trip.Then you came in, and knocked me on my face.

2009-08-18T18:42:00.004+08:00

Finally blogger are back to normal!

like finally!

ok i think i gonna start to update here again!

cause i simply love bloogspot.

dont ask me why. but i just adore it.

had BL camp for 3 days 2 nights at jalan bahtera campsite.

it was super fun then i expected.

met new friends along. especially this friend of mine.

he is called"bapok" god knows why i called him that and others who follows.

he was fun person to be with. its just that i have my barriers.

skipped.

had fun with classmate too at marina barrage.

it was damn fun lah kan!

rightmaya?

yeap, i lose a best friend and now i gain more. impressive indeed.

making life a whole lot meaningfull after all.

skipped.

currently addicted to Colbie Caillat - Falling For You & its lyrics.

damn nice lah i tell you

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping
so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til
I
Know you better
I am trying
Not to tell you
But I
want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m
feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve
been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what
to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my
life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m
fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
As I’m standing
here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start
to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in
silence
It’s just you and me
I’m trying
Not to tell
you
But
I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m
feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve
been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what
to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my
life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m
fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
Oh I just can’t take
it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out
I’ve
been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what
to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my
life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m
fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
I can’t stop thinking about
it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I
think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)
I’m fallin’ for
you
Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

2009-08-11T12:47:00.004+08:00

IVE MOVEED!

LINK ME IF YOU WANT TO!

http://nabellesyahira.onsugar.com/

bye!=)

2009-08-03T00:21:00.005+08:00

Happy 9th Months darling!
woots... 9 month of
love. hate. fight. concern. argue. care. hack care.
time. patience. potential break up.
Love.
We started as love, with
love we shall ever be.
cause baby, im nothing without you.
you got my back since i was yours.
you never fail to make me got on my nerve and make me said
those potential break up line.
but, you were the only one, who could turn my anger to sadness
then to happiness.
cause when i gave up everything on you, you make me
realise im nothing without you.
you make me worried almost every time.
make me go angry almost everyday.
but you never fail to move my heart every ticking
seconds.
cause of that your special.
Dear, you know what i wanna say.
you know how i felt towards you.
you know that when im angry, it really means harm.
im sorry for that.
and its not easy being in my shoe either.
your clumsiness, irritating, stupidity kills big time.
.
.
.
im done.

2009-07-31T12:22:00.004+08:00

food.shisha.girlfriends.

2009-07-29T12:44:00.001+08:00

on leave.

2009-07-27T01:25:00.002+08:00

im just sneaking in 1 post before go talk to boify otf.

Boify dear, i wanna see ur performances just now...

argh...!

i wanna meet Saloma lei.

2009-07-26T12:35:00.002+08:00

Im at home now. received my cheque for the bursary just now and its sooo fucking long..
god damn it. it stated there that free goodie bag/ free macdonald/ free popcorn/ free candy floss/ free this free that.
but its all soo damn fucking long.
since both of us. me and boify were dreadful to wait for the things to give away. we made a move and go home after receiving the cheque.

we even get to print our photos. due to sian of waiting for that giveaways...
damn it.
im werking later on.. haiz.. 7 hr shift sumore.
nabey.
but hang in there.
KL is cuming. and just now ive made order for my o.d.m watch. ouh so pretty at this blogshop.
cant wait im excited.

boifriend is performing later.
though i cnat be there.
i know u gonna ace it like ure always do!
TAKE CARE of yourself esp your hand while you bang those drum bang it with those drum stick not your bloody hand nor fingers you gundu!have fun ouhok! BAEK RUBIX! lol.

ouh skipped.
why are people complaining that thier blogger is having problems when mine is not.
i dont know lei.
i can blog i blog lor.
and another thing 4 MORE DAYS to meet gf!
excited lei. means 4 more day to seoul garden.
and 8 more days to 9months anniversary!
and 8 more days to eat with babey at _a_ _a_k! yeap!
i wanna eat there lah b! pls. bring me there!
die da panggil panggil i lah b.
B its halal lah. nk jugak celebrate 9mth kan sane!

2009-07-23T10:46:00.002+08:00

hey all, its been a while since i last blog rite? ouhok. here i go again.

and many are dying to know what totally happen on my last post rite?

but neh, i dun wish to elaborate it here.

those who had their moment with me would know.

so yeah. for sure 1 thing is that im now a happier person.=)

tell me about it.

ouhok another thing, i
cant wait to meet GFs soon.
its been a long time
since i last saw them.
meeting them this
thurs 30th.
SEOUL GARDEN lunch
date babey.
ouhok im excited ok
cause its been awhile since i last ate here.
so izzah, this is ur
belated bday celebration ouhok.
i hope yann can
make it.
make sure u come with
an empty stomach ouhok.
lol.

ok skipped.

i didnt attend school today.

im sick.

as in sick.

flu come again.

damn. so im gonna rest at home the whole day.

ok maybe not.

hahaah! going out with baby later to check out the price an d colour for painting.

im still indecisive on what colour should my room be.

my man is gonna do all the hardwork to groom my room cause its time for a makeover.=)

going ikea soon with babey.

to get more photo frames.

checking out new bedsheet too.

Now im just rotting away here on blogger and facebook.

aniway that is my second homeie.

i live on world wide web too.

lame. i know.

so yep. thats all about it for now.

going to have my lunch!

toodle.

2009-07-20T22:09:00.003+08:00

ouhok good! everything is settle~
we are no longer friends and i know what type of person you are now.
boys over friends. soooo watever ouhok! so yes! im gonna keep shut!=)

2009-07-19T13:48:00.002+08:00

COUNTING DOWN TO TOMMOROW.

SITI NUR AISYAH BTE HASYIM.

I'LL BE WATING FOR YOU.

MY LAST LESSON, WILL BE LLA. YOUR SO PERFECT BOIFRIEND WILL KNOW THE PLACE.

SO SEE YOU THERE.

AND OUH, AKU TAKUT NK BUAL FACE TO FACE?

TENGOK LAH BESOK.

MUKER SAPE YANG PECAH.

2009-07-19T00:32:00.002+08:00

sorry for the "private" of my blog.

some may know and read my before this post on why i private it rite?

its a major LOL.

i know. yes we all know. i mean those close to me lah.

so we keep it aside ok?

some realible source of mine told me that im testing her patience?

LOL again.

why must that person think like that?

terase rabak pe?

and btw, sisters involve?

cool. so i can involve my sister too.

yeah, tk happy, u know my address, meh datang.

meh. 1 to 1.

setakat kakak drug addict and pencuri.

hahaa. butt joke.

ok skipped!

i dun wanna say further lah, but yeah. sape yang tahu, tahu lah sendiri eh.

i dun wanna elaborate further.

ok skipped.skipped.

skipped.

The baby's are here.

wohooo. and im sooo loving it lah kan.

yeap2.

they are getting adorable. and darwis getting annoying as usual.

2009-07-18T14:10:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BDAE BOIFY MUM'S. MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE AND LONG LIVE. STAY HEALTY=)
I Cant help it but to pen this down,

some people called her" bimbo"

some called her" eh sial ah, die loose pe"

some called her "tetek die besar sebab 2 otak die kecik"

others called her "desperate"

i used to disagree with all this.

i really do.

but now, i doubt it. i believe it.

i personally think she's cheap.

after what had happen recently,i belive it.

i wish i never had knew you.

i really wish so.

people have eyes.

people are looking and watching.

tell me how u get back to him?

do u really love him? thats totally bullshit.

bullshit.

do you even know his background?

who he go out with?

does he go around asking his relative to bite him? or some slut seduce him?

think about it. just use the last nerve of you brain to think.

could you?

EDITION*

YOU CALLED ME IN THE MIDDLE OF THE MORNING.

YOUR FUCKING SISTER TOLD ME TO DELETE THE POST.

AND I DID. LOL.

OBVIOUSLY READERS I DIDNT.

CAUSE ITS STILL HERE. DAMN IT BIMBO.

U MUST HAVE CURSE RITE?

HAHAA

AND 1 MORE THING, UR SISTER SAID"Kau baik delete tu post sebelum aku pecahkan muker kau"

HAHAHAHH! FUCKER! MAU BERANI.

KAU ADER KAKAK? AKU TKDE PE?

KAKAK KAU DA LAH PENCURI. DRUG ADDICT. LOL. BAPAK KAU SCANDAL. HAHAH. LAGI NK CKP BNKYK. LOL

FUNNY PEOPLE.

2009-07-16T21:26:00.005+08:00

First and foremost! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE! ure finally legal yeah baby.=)

may god bless you babey!=)

live life to the fullest okay!

OK school was soo much a bitch and fun at the same time. done will most of my assigment.

left with PO1. and tomorrow,there's PEQ test. and i have learnt only 2 chapters.=)yes indeed i have more to learnt. will do later on moving on. my dear LEE JUAN had gone back to china. =( im gonna miss her so bad. she my cum worker at dome. she super friendly. super helpful! i like! im sooo gonna miss her! for real!
ok sipped. im turning into 1 fat pig fucking soon. ive been eating and eating at werk non stop.

look at the cake below. that is what ive been eating for the past few days. (choc ice cream cake whip) note been eating more than 1 per day. -..-

on the other note, ive been Fasting. for 2 days already and gonna fast tomorrow also.

u guys must be wondering, why the hell am i fasting?

it because im paying my "off"day during fasting month. so yeap. been fasting. 6 more days to go.

and i hope i could end it as soon as possible.

this jepon gf is my other left.=)

ouh this is "THE NEWLY NOMINATED BEST FRIENDS!"

And thi slady below. she awesome lah kan.=) she very concern type. and she's cute!

2009-07-10T15:40:00.001+08:00

wohoo! blogger can upload pictures. ok skipped.
im damn sick.
and this flu wont seems to go away.
-..- and i want to go scholl!

2009-07-08T02:26:00.002+08:00

Watching Mj live on CNN/FACEBOOK.

its WAAAY better than CHANNEL 5.-..- lame and slow.

ass hole.

mum is all excited and im all sleepy already.

terrible heaadache.

boify sayang, i sayang you ok.

forgive me for just now.

ive hurt you, and i know that.

im sorry.=(

2009-07-05T14:23:00.002+08:00

I just woke up from my dread sleep and im gonna work soon.
so i'll just sneak in 1 short post ok?
my body felt terribly tired. due to work constrain.
been werking straight though but its kinda worth it since more werk more money.
babey is werking too. his werking long hours too, just to buy things that he owes me and to give his mommy. thats y i love my bf!
he can be fregging cute or ironic in a same way or other.

ouh yes to that "human tagger" i dont know what u want or what u getting into,
all i know, I dont care what ever u gonna say. just keep tagging. yes you make my feel so loved since u keep track on me and so. yeah. as long as ure happy to lead a ouh so "busy body life" then im fine with it. i dun care wheather im in iTE or not. it doesnt bother me. infact ITE ive made such wonderful friends. so ure trying to say that such a pity im in ite, so what'?
at least im still skuling. still having future ahead of me. unlike you, whom i dont even know wheather ure skuling?, bitching? etc. and 1 thing I DONT WANNA know also.
cuz ur must be jealous im in ITE and ure not.=)

toodles love ones. tmr school starts and im sooooooooooo not looking forward to it.

2009-07-03T15:06:00.004+08:00

Baby today's our 8 months anniversary!

and listen to my blog song and it explain everything.

we have been thru ups and downs.

but never did be frown.

Cause u make me realise that ur love pampered me too
much.

i nag. i whine. i shout. im violence.

but you took that as tolerance.

you showered with me unconditional love , care and concern.

something which i have always yearn.

for that i thank you.

cuz u did ur part an almost perfect boifriend.

having me as your spoilt girlfriend must be tough.

but im i sure did make your day and made u laugh.

remember that my family accept you for the way you are.

i guess thats all i got to say now.

everything i wana say had been said to you personally.

once again darling, ur wifey here love you alot ok.=)

I'm a train reck in tha morning

I'm a bitch in tha afternoon

Every now and then without warning

I can be really mean towards you

I'm a puzzle yes in deed

Ever complex in everyway

And all the pieces arent even in the box

And yet, you see the picture clear as day.

[Chorus]

I don't know why you love me

And that's why I love you

You catch me when I fall

Accept me flaws and all

And that's why I love you [3x]

I neglect you when I'm working

When I need attention I tend to nag

I'm a host of imperfection

And you see past all that

I'm a peasant by some standards

But in your eyes I'm a queen

You see potential in all my flaws

and that's exactly what I need.

[Chorus]

I don't know why you love me

And that's why I love you

You catch me when I fall

Accept me flaws and all

and that's why I love you [3x]

[Repeat Chorus]

2009-07-02T14:41:00.008+08:00

OUHOK!
its been ages since i last update here.
i have been busy going out with boify lately.
first of all on 27 june 2009 we had a lunch date at the pizza hut.

we had the combo deal which consist of:

1 regular Cheesy lava crust with Bbq chicken topping.
2 soft drinks.
2 mushrooms soup.
1 criss cut fries

we did and adds on to meal which was beef lasagne and the chocolate symphony ice cream.
yummy rite?? i wanted the warm chocolate with ice cream but my bf said that would be too much for both of us and it would end up wasting those food.
while waiting for the food, we gossip about the waiter and waitress.
cuz they were fucking rude. they were just like ignoring us as a customer and make such a din by laughing loudly etc.
a waiter come and serving us our soups and cris cross fries were like SO the lembutzz.
alahai...pakai make up lak 2 bf said. cibang tols. hahaha!
true enuf we cant finish our food and had to take away it.

the next day, our initial plan was only to go out and eat.
cuz i was craving for chicken porrige badly.
but bofy wanted to go tampines to buy his soap.
so yeah tagg him along.
after that when to cotton on bought him his slippers and i bought a pant.
headed to free shutter service to ikea.
we window shop ikea and i bought myself new hangers, new bathing towel in black.=)
photoframes=) ( we intend to buy more frames but i had my short coming)
when to Courts mega store and bought my Onto headphones and boify a philips earpiece since his is like so "teruk" lols.

on Monday. i did nothing execpt accompany bf on the phone while he get my a black dye for my pants at arts friends in bugis. he came my house to do the frames to.=)
the after math of our frames was splendid.=)(photos are yet to be uploaded.)

on Tuesday, we together with his family when to watch Anugerah 2009.
the boys sang and yucks. they arent good at all. i only like the first guy voice.
looks like i can go watch every week with these tix!=) or u guys must be wondering who the hell we "support"? we support husain!=) after that we go eat at Adam road. ok im getting lazy to type. and im werking soon........... argh!

2009-06-23T14:13:00.002+08:00

DANISH IS HERE!

look at his new pacifier!=)

cute lah kan!

ok re update ouhok.

is the one who tag me on my tag board really MR HAN?

lol. if it is. OMG. did he read those post??

did i offended him?

well, this is my blog in such a way.

its my opinion. so well Mr han, if you are really the one,"im sorry to rain on your parade" and i should suggest you AVOID this bloody blog of mine.

ok skipped.

2 days i havent met my precious darling.

sob. sob.

he's too busy werking.

i have been doing my OHS all day today.

make me very weary today.

yup. only facebook to perk me up.

easily said. my day was filled with humdrum.

-..-

romeo, could you come and set me freee.

now im watching channel 8.

the chinese drama.

aniway baby. meet me soon.

i miss you lei.

2009-06-21T00:50:00.002+08:00

i miss this bacin bf. yes i do. and i miss my other friends too.

im half way done my OHS. phew. and left with drawing only. the household thingy shit.

the rest of my hols is filled with work/assignment/bf / fb.

its is rather mundane indeed.

im too lazy to update this blog thingy cause i cant find any interesting topic to talk about.

and i dun like my new CHINESE asst manager.

ok, im not being racist here but he is such a turn off compared to my manager.

he's always so BLUR.

kept eating and eating.

and werking with him is such a hell a BOREDOM.

i still prefer my Billy boy.=))

my so called" darling".

ouh not to worry, my bf knows about him too. right bf??

he was so fcukin better lah kan. Charles was alwasy such a turn off. -..-

today, there is Band thingy at bishan. and the musician are all "uncle2" yep but they were awesome. they played their thang like nobody business. but only for a short while due to the wheather. its such a dissapointment for those customer who sat at the alfresco. they wanted to watch the live band. but since it rained, the band had to move in to the indoor hall.

And ouh..

pay day is cuminggggggggggg.

yeah ness..............!!

2009-06-17T18:10:00.003+08:00

Ok.. here are the over due pictures.

im sick right now. im having this damn flu together with this thingy every month for females.

it's making me moody. mood swing. irritated big time.

i dun even want to talk to people. im easily pissed.

im tired. i dun want to werk anymore.

some alter ego of mine wants to free.

wants nothing but just be a young child with nothing to worry about.

its ironic for some people actually to know that when you're younger, all you want was to grow up and be independant.

now when you're actually growing up, all you wanted was be a kid again.

today's horoscope for CAPRICORN

Overview
No matter where you go, what the circumstances are or why you happen to be there, more often than not, you're likely to be made the honorary principal. Most times, you either don't mind or you outright enjoy it. But there are those moments when you don't want to be on duty. This may be one of those times, but if you see the need for your services, you'll bite the bullet and do what's required. Try to at least take the evening hours off.

how true could it be. i just want to break free.

boify was another handful.

trying to make him understand me is hard enough.

trying to curb his ______________ is harder.

not that i dun want to. i loved to. but at times, i do need my break. i do need a time out.

and just thinking about how long i'll need to wait for you to end your national service.

for you to start werking and start to save.

it kills me.

5 years from now. anything can change.

hearts could be drifted apart.

trust could break into small parts.

you and me would find it hard.

l.o.v.e isnt a game of cards.

dun tallk about 5 years, a year cant promise anything.

so think about it.

2009-06-16T13:41:00.003+08:00

Im in school right now. with rohzi and huda only doing our PEQ.

the two boys when M.I.A.we dun know why.

We are gonna finish it soon. aniway.

To the boys: FAHMI AND HUSAINI TARUNA

If you guys still assume that you guys are in without doing anything, then you guys are wrong ok.

You guys are gonna fail the module and you all gonna do it yourself the 15 slides ok.

Then its not our problem, been texting you guys and informing you guys. but there are no response at all.

soyeah. kiss goodbye to your marks ok.

2009-06-13T22:47:00.002+08:00

HAD FUN TODAY WITH BOIFY AT THE BEACH.
THOSE LITTLE PICNIC WE HAD JUST NOW WERE AWESOME BABEY.

(PICTURE WILL BE UPDATED SOON)

DARLING..you have made my day. you really did.

you make me smile the whole day. the sleep session is bus. those "mondok" u chase away. the lizards. the game we played. awesome!

darling i want more of it. pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..

im tired now, i wanna sleep. proper update soon.

2009-06-12T20:10:00.002+08:00

ITS THE SCHOOL HOLIDAY BABEY!AM I EXCITED OR WHAT?
oooh yes im excited. 1st of all. work gonna commence again. yippee.. more cash. more shoping. bursary is coming soon too.
so im gonna shop till i drop once i got it.
my must by by this june/july

make up
dvs pump shoe
vans era
clothes
bottoms
boify items

and on the other note hor..
PEQ assigments are around the corner.
So as the others. its like im running out of time while there's ample time for me.
so this month schedule for me would be.

Monday -Wednesday( 1st and 2nd week)
1-5 pm in school. for PEQ.

thursday -sunday
working.either
9.30 am - 5 pm

or
5.30pm-11.30pm

so yeah. tight schedule huh!yep. i wanna go out though.
i really do.

GF's( aniz, caca, yann, fidza, mar, nurul, izah)
babygirl( fyzaa, raddy, efa, mily)
bf
Ite mates
Boifriends/girlfriends( haikal,alice,boayun,weijie,qing quan)

CALL ME/ TEXT ME/ MSN WITH ME/ TAG ME HERE/ FB ME/ tagged/

if you guys got any plan ok. dun say im too busy and make up story ok!

2009-06-11T19:50:00.003+08:00

Woops. soory for the NO updates.

been busy with school. though i dont know what im busy with. every time i go online, i felt lazy to update this bloggy of mine with words.been seing movie two days straight with boify. 1st we watch the Blood: the last vampire.

awesome. so many fighting. blood every where. grusome but shiok. like how "SAYA" cut the body into half by just her samurai. cool ok! and the costume/uniform she wore in that movie look fcuking similiar to WOODGROVE SECONDARY.lol.

it hilarious ok!

Today, we watched DRAG ME TO HELL.

another awesome yet made me swear alot of time in the movie.

it was suspend every now and then.

i was like. FCUK. sial lah. cibai tol. haha! bf hand got bitten twice due to some scence in the movie that shock me. ahha.its a must watch ok. but the ending quite dissapointing. -..- really. i was expecting more.

and i wanna watch more movies with bf;

not in order ok

harry poter
transformer
new moon
the final destination

ok this women above taught me a lesson. never mess around with OLD people/STRANGER. SHE is FUCKING SCARYYYYYY.

2009-06-09T21:16:00.001+08:00

BOTH ARE MY DEARS.

haha! i was bored so webcam with CA and bby. just to show off my new contact.

my new head band, my new fake nails, my new ears studs, my new identity. hahah!

step mat salleh!

guess we are naive. hahah!

maybe not.

lol!

skul was fun today. went to watch the boys played pool.

all was there, Wan, Nash, Aidil, razak, wan chai, atikah, gazali, raj, pakcik, bfm and fahmi.

fahmi was so High today. he kept laughing. calling atikah R(A). but its good to see him laugh.

had canadian classmate in class. they were totally awesome friendly! couldnt believe they were awesome bunch.

ok, going to watch movie tomorrow! im xcited!

2009-06-08T23:38:00.004+08:00

i miss my that hair. omg. can i have that straight and bangs hair again.

please. pretty pls..

maya, huda, emika had got themselves BANGS.

and im next. hahaha!

i want to be above again.

but let see what u guys gonna see tmr lah kan.. hahha!

a tribute to someone close to my heart.(my very own ok)

be it ups and down,

girl you never put a frown.

u smiled, u laughed, cause ure afraid to drown.

but have no fear babe, cause we are here.

i dont care what you gonna do,

as long as you know how to.

HE is not the one,

he is just having you for fun.

HE is not the one who makes you perks,

HE is one hell of a JERK.

kiss goodbye for today.

cause tommorow is gonna be a new day.

He could cheat on you,deny everything and say it wasnt TRUE.

but you know, we did all this Because WE LOVE YOU.

so cheer up! cheer up!

but dun remember anything about that Fuck up!

2009-06-07T13:13:00.011+08:00

OMG, NEW MOON! NEW MOON! YEAHNESS!

OK UPDATE ABOUT YESTERDAY 060609 LATER IN THE EVENING OK!
STAY TUNE!

ok... as promised.

060609

when to meet up with GFs to accompany and support her for IDOL.

after months of MIA-ing.

im back to meet gfs.

it was fun waiting in the sun....NOT.

its funny to see how my friends can be so diff after only months of no meet ups.

-..-

i kinda miss them.

as maybe some of them can see or not...

ive been smiling all the way whenever im with you guys.

its like reminiscing old good times.

yadayada..

Anez u make my day today.

hhaha.

u and ur "khamis"

LOL..

you should get sumone better!

like seriously!

hahhahha!

he is totally FUCKUP RETARD!

no offence but hey with a face like that u can screw your dreams of becoming my Anez darling!

LOL.

EVEN boify doesnt want to talk to him!

hahah!

kelakar sia muker die!

also saw some familiar faces!

tkss students bersepah.

aizat kau kerje ye? hahah!

and after that we when separate way...

cuz OUR BF..(caca & mine)

wanted to go to OG so badly to survey skateboard thingy

and bf is happy that he has a friend that in the same interest.

AND I WANT THAT DVS SHOE SO BADLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

OK PICTURE TIME!

emika.: as in movieee i mean..heh..
emika.: and oh yess!new moon..im so looking forward to tat shoowww..
BELLE; ME TOOOOOOOO! IM SO LOOKING FORWARD LAH KAN.
maya: who's that behind? he looks like obama. seriously.
BELLE: HAHAH! OBAMA KAU! LOL. AKU PUN TK PERASAN!
ezah: babe are you joing the idol? btw ure linked. glad ure back.
BELLE: NO IM NT. ME TOO!=)
rinie: haha cute broken glasses =)
BELLE: SHUT UP YOU!
NEESHA: Hello Nabelle !!!!!!!! tagged
BELLE: HELLO!
emika.: haha..mr smiley ehk..haha..btw,me love eur blog song..haha..cute apee..
BELLE:HAHAH! CUTE EHK. MCM AKU.
esha: ouh my god its zee avi. i love bitter heart.
BELLE: ME TOO. IN FACT I LOVE ZEE AVI.
Raddy: aku dh tukar blog tau syg!relink.hehe...aler,mane ade.aku makin berisi ader ah.kite jumpe soon.aku gaji nk keluar and holiday dh sampai dok
belle: tukar lagik? oik! mau mati pe! haha! ok2! meet ok!
nadiah arh siol!!: babe im a bloghopper. and ive found urs. tottaly cute couple and cute song! add me up at msn ok!=)
BElle: OK! insyallah i free i add ok!

2009-06-04T18:27:00.001+08:00

ignore my previous post.

now im living with it.

school mates know how does my " glasses" look like.

so cute!=)

IM NT UPDATING today.

im tired,(napfa test today!)

LLA is killing me!

2009-06-02T17:58:00.005+08:00

my glasses was broken just now.

right before i wrote this entry..

thanks to my" beloved bf"

haiz... im totally blind now.

i hate it.

im not gonna go to school until i either got my glasses back or my contact lens.

im gonna blame bf for all this.

his stupidity kills.

i wish, i was knock down by a car.

i really wish so.

i wanna end my life so badly right now.

cause, i hate to be "blind".

w/o my glasses/contact i felt so insecure.

i rather be dead then to face this.

whats the use of going to school when i cant SEE anything.( picture above discribe what i'm seeing without my lenses, the far right)

you see, ur stupidity annoys me BIG TIME.

and i hate you for this.

URE GETTING ON MY NERVE BOIFRIEND.

AND I HATE YOU.

THIS ALL HAPPEN THANKS TO YOUR STUPIDITYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!

GOD, COULD YOU TAKE MY LIFE NOW.
IM SERIOUS.

i rather be dead than i cant see whats happening around me.

i dun want 7 months anni!

i dun want to see ur face.

i dun want to cry anymore.

ur stupidity kills.

i hate you!

u always do stupid thingsssssssss.

2009-05-31T03:25:00.004+08:00

omg, ive just received my pay day and its gone in smoke. look at how much i could spend in less than a week. geez. werk has been tiring me lately. its killing me softly. like serious sheit.

if it could stop suddenly, i guess it would. but the tired are worthwhile after i get my pay, and it start to hurt again when im running out of it. the phone bills are killing me every month. almost 200 per month is just too much. darling, i really need to cut down on calling you. like seriously.

but im afraid what im gonna do would affect u.

today i was werking from 5.30 - 11.30pm.

it was not that full house as yesterday.

i made pizza for bf and the adik said it was nice.=D

Wifey material lah katekan...

ahaa.=)

3 more days to 7 months.

3 more days to say " boo, ive fall in love yet another month with you"

i cant wait for u to end your NS.

2 more years.

finish your skul and off you shall go for your NS.

after your NS,

then we'll talk about our future.

what ur mum and my mum has in mind.

what we already plan.

and i believe that if "da jodoh tk ke mane"

so darling, dun fret, everything is gonna be fine.

u just got to breathe slow.

meeting Gfs soon.

6.6.09

i hope it happen.

i hope boify get thru the audition.=)

im suppose to be sick

2009-05-30T00:20:00.005+08:00

ey yo.. i suppose to be sick throughout the whole day today.
but somehow, i get the energy from boify to go out.=D
when to lot 1 to eat, and watch movie.
dine for lunch at pastamania.
we had, curry chicken pizza and beef lasagna.
yummy.. and boify i know my lasagna is better than urs. huahaha.
after that, the last minutes plan was to watch night at the museum.=D
ok lah. funny jugak. esp the 3 angel. haha. i love it ok!=D
ok now im terribly tired!
nites2.

2009-05-29T10:39:00.002+08:00

I know its cumming.

i can feel it.

SORE THROAT.

RUNNY NOSE.

Im sick. and i hate it.

because of it, i miss school today.

fcuk up.

will update later when i have the energy.

gawd, if i could be something, i rather be the cloud.

rain or shine, im there.

to look after you.

2009-05-28T16:48:00.002+08:00

TAGS REPLIES.
ooze: cute seh korang cium..hensum seh matair kao.,

belle: u are? and thank you. yup he is handsome, thats y he's my boify.=)
fidza: link me up babe.im back

belle: sure darla!=)

hidayahh: helo baby! u ketawe eh tgok my gmbar webcam. hahahah. cute? gee. like monkey terlepas. hahahahah. misses (:

belle: yup. cute giler... i EFFIING love it.. muker bachin.=) lol.
rinie: aish! at least we did stg... haha we are good actors..lols...btw asal tak datang sekolah...i miss u more then fahmi!

belle: now u guys know u guys good actors? lol. malas lah nk dtg smlm. my bed hug me too tite. step. u miss fahmi more kan??!

ELLY: relinked babe! ure back at last! haha. Miss ya. && not to ferget cute couples indeed! last longer alryte!

belle: i know im back like at last!=D I MISS YOU TOO SWEETY. thnks ok!=) insyallah.
SYA: hey nabelle! how are u?!
SYA: hey nabelle! how are u?!

belle: hi sya.=) im fine. im fine.
emika.: asl tak dtg skola belle?pfft.kau nie...haha..aku miss kau tauu..tau takkk???!!!haha..

belle: chey miss eh. tau tau. tadi kau hug aku tk nk lepas2 kan???? hahaha. sampai waan stare aku atas bawah. hahah.
maya: belle, asal tk go sch.? mcm missing gitu. hah. you've been missed. =]

belle: aww so sweeet sia. my bed tk nk lepas kan aku. so aku tidor lah dgn die sampai ptg,. hahah.
Syafiqah: haa~ ur picts funny sia. especially the last one. ha.

belle: hahah. funny kan? lol. i aso laugh big time!
maya: huda muke kerek seii. haha. belle its impressive how that ppn tak tag yr board. hah.
emika.: haha..muke krngs punye la silly billy..haha..tpy tetap cutee..lols..

belle: hahah! tag my board?lol. die pun tk tau nk ckp ape? haha. nanti die bual lain aku pump muker die.